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2nite is ur nite.

December 9th, 2006 by haozilla

2nite should be de last nite,

but u wont be de last likdat,

becoz it’s onli de beginning of ur next…

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H.O.M.E.

April 10th, 2006 by haozilla

Home(hm)

A place where one lives; a residence.
The physical structure within which one lives, such as a house or apartment.
A dwelling place together with the family or social unit that occupies it; a household.
An environment offering security and happiness.
A valued place regarded as a refuge or place of origin.
The place, such as a country or town, where one was born or has lived for a long period.
The native habitat, as of a plant or animal.
The place where something is discovered, founded, developed, or promoted; a source.
Bla bla bla…..XP

It’s being a while i had left my home…feel a bit strange with the place tat i used to grow up…..may be it’s really bein’ a while…

Why does this feeling comes to sumone? Well, according to de specialist(crap), ppl might caught in this kind situation could be these following reason(s), such as:

1)Listening to de music.

2)Looking at de old photo album, say,"man, i’m looks sucks last time".

3)working lik hell and then suddenly mind comes out tat tell u tat,"hey bro, take a easy, let’s go home".

4)walkin’ along in de street of hustle city and feel hatred to those crowded ppl n noises.

5)eating sumthing tat u taste sucks and then mind says "oh gosh, i miss my mum’s cook".

6)when financial comes to limit, then u’ll think of " last time stay at home no need to bother abt this, crap", etc.

These r de situations tat mostly ppl will happens to, and so do i. Home is always de place tat where u stays relax, calm, happiness, perfect and yet laziness(sleepin’ whole days no need to go out, it’s de happiness moment tat happen in my life~XD) There’s no others place lik home, lik ppl says,"home sweet home". Although everyone, especially teens thinkin’ tat they might leave their home becoz of sum reasons or mind thinkings. After being a while, they’ll starts to realizes tat outside is far beyond their imaginations. Good or bad, justice or evil, there’s no such things exists it besides, SURVIVE. Well, Michael Buble’s song HOME, there’s sum phrases tat mentioned," Maybe surrounded by a million ppl, i still feel alone, so i wan to go home…." Lik i says, home sweet home~X-\

2nite specially veli miss my home…when my cousin brought me sum home-made "ba zhang"….oh my mom~~so damn NICE~~~miss de taste soo much~~~i wish i could quickly finish up my damn fcukin’ final project so tat i could back home earlier…home ar home~~~~miss u soo much~~~~

Home, there’s no place lik others.

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“Enjoyable”, not “Unjoyable”

April 4th, 2006 by haozilla

Now it’s oledi 6.33am in de morning, i’m still sittin’ infront of my monitor workin’ lik hell… Thanks to myself, i need to work OT, damn me…-___-’ Yesterday i just felt veli damn upset tat my lecturer criticed on my work and suddenly i hav to REFINE de whole things….(crap…end of de world….omg….tat’s impossible….wat de….) I been worked since middle of march until 2day and wit ur fingers pointed on de monitor and tellin’ me tat here wrong, there wrong….U’R KILLIN’ ME!!!!…….ARRRGGHHH!!!…but anyway, i din blame him…he just did for my sake….and honestly, i should thanks him, haa haa…

These days, i found out myself seem like enjoyin’ my sufferin’…..haa haa…how i’m gonna describe….i worked until OT, drinked coffees but no cigratte… listening John Coltrane & Johnny Hartman’s song(man….nice jazz)…waitin’ sunrise…take a few snapshots…and then faint on my bed…. this is UNhealth life….kids, dun learn it at home! Haa haa…crap, again! Well, i’m enjoyin’ doin’ wat i’m doin’ rite now…I dun hate my work~ I luv my work~ Tat’s it~

Life never bein’ so enjoyable…when u knows how to enjoy it~

how do u think?